a world of infinite.

The truth is… …

Danielle — Wed, 20 Jul 2011 08:01:43 +0000

Everything have been good, and are still going on well… School is fine and work is alright. The family is still getting along well and the relationship is going strong.

Recently I’ve been thinking to myself what have I ever done that make myself regret. Plenty. Regarding to my studies especially. During my primary school days, I refused to study harder for the exams and only regret it after i know my results… Not good at all. Got into a normal stream and have to go through the five long years of secondary life…

During the secondary school days, I refused to work hard and listen in class. Got a L1R4 of 19 and couldn’t even get into any courses of my choice and ended up in Mechatronics, TP. Not even trying to fight for any other course that I have more interest in. Or rather, I don’t have much thought of what to do after studying though. Blindly, got into a course which is not my choice. There I go, wasted almost 11 years of my life. That’s like half of my life!

Up till now, I’m already a year 3 student in TP, going through the final year major project… Come to think of it, I have not learnt my lesson and is still not studying hard enough. Bearing a GPA of 2.41 now. It’s really bad to even go anywhere. Only way to further my studies is to get into a private university. But none of the private uni have the course that I am interested in.

I’ve spend 5 years working now… 3 and a half years dedicated to the F&B line and the rest on dentistry. A pretty new and good experience to work in the dental line, which slowly develop my interest into dentistry. However, I couldn’t even get into the local university with such a lousy GPA and the alternative is dental therapist. Which only NYP is offering. Another 3 years full-time diploma course? Seriously? Otherwise it’ll be going overseas, which requires 5 years to complete and studying abroad alone is seriously no joke. And the thought of all the expenses are crazy! Just the thought alone. Enough to drive a person up the wall.

Facing the cruel fact and the truth is, never waste more of your time doing something you think is worthy at the point of the time when you’re young. Think for the future, and think for yourself.

Something to share from my father : ” you’ll have to decide what kind of life you want to live next time. Working for $6/hr or $30/hr is a huge difference. No one will be responsible for your own future, think for yourself.”

Gotta work hard and find a way to reach my goal.

the end of the exams

Danielle — Thu, 03 Mar 2011 18:27:42 +0000

exams are finally over!! and so are year 2. i seriously do not want to graduate from poly in just a year’s time. time is passing way too fast and i’ve yet think of what to do after poly. although i’m always dreaded to wake up for morning classes every monday and wednesday. and will always need to take an MC and/or write a parent’s letter so that my attendance will not be affected. oh well, i’ll still need to face all this shit as year 3.1 arrive… majorproject = cannot-be-late-or-else-i’m-dead.

school’s have been good, like really good. way better than year 1.. lols. at least my attendance was pretty good this semester. (: cant wait for the results to be out though! although i have a pretty bad instinct that i may fail at least one of the papers. ): gonna break the chain of not taking any supp paper. this is so not good AT ALL. at least, to the least, i have studied hard for the papers…

finally got to relax and chill out with the classmates at sentosa! not a bad day, and a good start of my holidays! and ohmygawd! im flying to thailand, chiangmai, in april! no words could describe the ultra-happy feeling! likea OH YEAH!! after the chillax day with ugly burnt lines under the sunny sun, hadthe uper biggggggg pizza at pepperoni pizza. it’s freaking 21incheeeees!

okay, i think this post will get damn long if i were to continue type..

therefore, i shall end it with maybe a few more peeeeektures!

XOXO

newyear newyear

Danielle — Fri, 07 Jan 2011 16:52:05 +0000

its the new year! time indeed flies and before i could start thinking about life, im turning 20 soon. seeing the big 2 is a no-joke anymore and i need to start thinking about my future… speaking of which, i’ll soon graduate from poly, and then, here comes all the workload and serious thoughts about my life… my life… ):

till then, when i feel like writing again…

Everything Has Its Time

To everything there is a season,
A time for every purpose under heaven:

A time to be born,
And a time to die;

A time to plant,
And a time to pluck what is planted;

A time to kill,
And a time to heal;

A time to break down,
And a time to build up;

A time to weep,
And a time to laugh;

A time to mourn,
And a time to dance;

A time to cast away stones,
And a time to gather stones;

A time to embrace,
And a time to refrain from embracing;

A time to gain,
And a time to lose;

A time to keep,
And a time to throw away;

A time to tear,
And a time to sew;

A time to keep silence,
And a time to speak;

A time to love,
And a time to hate;

A time of war,
And a time of peace.

and now, my time to lament.

grabbed from lyq.

time machine.

Danielle — Sun, 21 Nov 2010 16:32:19 +0000

someone’s in indonesia. no calls on the first night.

i think i should start focusing. focus more in my studies and not get affected by small little things.
sometimes, i wished that i can stop the thing or travel back to time. to the happiest time of my life and re-enjoy the moment. i should have treasure the things i have back then.. isn’t all this thoughts a little too late now?

negative thoughts, please go away.
i should divert all my energy to studies! i’ve been wasting all the time i have since school have started. this is bad.

New semester.

Danielle — Mon, 01 Nov 2010 05:57:46 +0000

School had just started and I don’t like the fact that I still need to study. ): I’m kinda excited for CDs thou! Cause I got in financial accounting! (; maths ftw! (:

Love the new iPod touch4! Love the FaceTime! Or, I should just change to iPhone4. The camera features is awesome! However, blackberry seems cool too! And Yq just got himself a bb! Tsk! Or maybe, I should change to a nokia. Hahaha!

October was good! At least I passed my TP in oct! Yes, I’m officially holding to a driving license! (; I passssssssssss! Best la! and I’m tanned! On my face and shoulders and a little on my neck. Uneven tan. Ugly. what to do?!

Well, In the month of November, I hope to fulfill a few of my little wishes. (; Well, as time goes by, they’ll just be forgotten and never coming true.

I should so read some books. I should start my reading habit. Should I go back choir? I wanna learn to dance. I want a camera. I want to remove my dark circles. I can’t wait for the Thailand trip! I wanna go universal studio! I don’t want the pimples!

Okay, this post is totally random.

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Everything’s gonna be alright.

Danielle — Mon, 13 Sep 2010 18:26:41 +0000

So, the exams are over and it’s time to work my ass off. Also, this month may be a busy month. Baby’s commissioning ball can really make my head grow twice as big on what to wear. And only the clothing part can give me headache already. ): f1′s coming and I don’t know if I should be excited. Everything squeezed in a month, so much things to do, so little time.

Many things happen for a reason. But for whatever reason it may be, we should and have to think positively in order to survive from the problems you’re dealing with. Well, it’s easier to be said than done. I know where I stand and I know that I can deal with my problems. At least, I hope.

Thats life.

Danielle — Fri, 03 Sep 2010 18:02:21 +0000

Been awhile since I’ve posted an entry, write out my thoughts and feelings. As the examination dates draw nearer, I’m getting so sick of studying and one whole month of study-month is insane. It’s so hard to concentrate and stay focused. ):
While working, I’ve realized a lot of things. You’ll need to Learn to put on a pokerface in order to survive. But it’s supposed to be just a casual job that earn some extra allowance. Little did I know that there’s so much to ‘suffer’. Yes, I don’t like work. At all. ):

Also, there’s quite a number of thoughts and things to ponder and reflect on these days. Too much.

Your call

Danielle — Mon, 26 Jul 2010 14:16:02 +0000

This is the first practice that I left my phone in my bag. This action made me miss the international call that I’ll only be able to receive once in a blue moon. And I’ve been waiting for this call for 2 weeks! You won’t understand how hard it is to take such drama mama feeling just because you’ve missed the call.

Love? Relationship?

Danielle — Fri, 16 Jul 2010 09:52:14 +0000

What is the definition of a relationship? Is it to have a company when your lonely or is it to do things together in a pair? To have someone to SMS with in the day and night, or to worry about the partner whether he/she had eaten? It’s too much of the hassle to ‘report’ your whereabouts and it’s too tiring to quarrel over nothing that others may see it as a form of fun. Why do people even get into a relationship and ended it so abruptly just because he/she is tired of the relationship. What is there to be tired about? Quarrels can be prevented, trust can be built and memory can be made. But, what is the reason of getting into a relationship?
I wondered why and is still figuring. Is it the time we have together as a couple matters more or is the things we do together? This is getting irony. It’s just something so confusing to understand and something so hard to maintain. Trust, time, effort, love, care and concern and etcccc. If it is so hard to maintain a relationship, why is everyone still searching for their other half? Is been upset after each quarrel, been mad after each broken promises worth all the pain in the heart? Having mental break-down and lose the concentration for both work and studies? Losing friends in an unknowingly pace because we are too engross with the love? Maybe getting into a relationship is really to get a company when you’re lonely.

But where are you when I’m alone?